Questions, doubts, and struggles are not the antithesis of faith.  The opposite of faith is a decision to not trust God.  The man who cried out to Jesus, ‘I do believe; help me overcome  my unbelief’  did not demonstrate faith with zero doubts but a willful decision to trust in God even in the midst of questions  and doubts.

John Burke
No Perfect People Allowed (Grand Rapids, MI: Zondervan, 2005), 57